I've been busy out of my mind. I just moved..AGAIN. My schedule conflicts with my friends so I haven't been able to hang out in a long time, but my new job as Starbucks is working out well. Way better hours than the Hell of Blockbuster. If you know me and you haven't heard or seen from me in a while...Holla at cha boy.
I'm an now 22 years of age....as of the 23rd. I will be celebrating this weekend. We shall see how..... *grin* |
You are a Samurai.
You are full of honour and value respect. You
are not really the stereotypical hero, but you
do fight for good. Just in your own way. For
you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil
person, if it is for justice and peace. You
also don't belive in mourning all the time and
think that once you've hit a bad stage in life
you just have to get up again. It's pointless
to concentrate on emotional pain and better to
just get on with everything. You also are a
down to earth type of person and think before
you act. Impulsive people may annoy you
somewhat.
Main weapon: Sword
Quote: "Always do the right thing.
This will gratify some people and astonish the
rest" -Mark Twain
Facial expression: Small smile
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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Dec. 13th, 2004 @ 04:15 pm
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Hey look.......prophet
You Are a Prophet Soul |
You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.
Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.
Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.
No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.
You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.
Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.
A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.
You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul |
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During a conversation with a couple friends, explaining why I seem so oblivious to things that happen around me, or was it about why I feel "balanced in the universe?" Well either or, the immediate question that was presented was, "Then, why don't you killy yourself? (Being that I'd be happy with my life)." Took it as a joke mostly, but during a lack-of-sleep induced brain spasm, I recalled the convo and I thought. I'm glad I did because it made me refresh on some of my own philosophies of life.
Why would the extreme course of taking your own life, even be a thought in the consciousness of humanity? That question brought about a slew of thougts leading to emotions that gave me a more...well just different "spectrive" on life. I'll list some thoughts and questions that arose internally (it was kinda like a chain reaction so bear with me (^_^)):
1. If some of the things people think of or consider on a regular basis are so wrong, why do we think them up?
1a. Maybe so that emotions are provoked to let us know that they are wrong? But maybe then, the only reason these emotions rise is from what we are taught throughout life.
2.Life in itself; is it a gift or a priviledge, a blessing or a curse? Or is it just a mix of them all? The biblical reference of man being a piece of clay seems more realistic and understandable when you look at the phrase, "Man is, and can only be a product and culmination of his environment, life, and the experiences they intel." It may be an opinion, but a very rational and sensible one.
Referring back to the first question, if what a person thinks is wrong and they consider it and finally do, say, emulate, etc., why would it be done. Usually when something is wrong (the way "we" are taught), it usually includes destroying, harming killing, etc. someting that can, will, or has the potential to create pleasant emotions, beautiful emotions.
Is it in man's primal nature to destroy that which makes him happy? Or is it a product of madness? Who has the authority to define what consdiers madness? An average Moe can tell if a bell's loose within a person's first three sentences. Perhaps sanity is merely the ability to feel those emotions that make us feel good and insanity is the inability.
Maybe I need to think about this more.....Current Mood:  calm |
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Nov. 19th, 2004 @ 12:03 pm
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I'm not sure if it's just an internal observation or if I've just been totally oblivious to my own action/interactions but it seems that my personality is making a slight turn. I'm not sure if it's for the better, for the worse....fuck, I'm not even sure if it's even changing, but I just feel like there's been a flux in my thinking patterns. Things like common courtesy, politeness, and sometimes even sensitivity have been totally void from my everyday routine. Now normally anybody who knows me would say that I'm a very kind and sensitive guy, but some of the things that I've been saying or feeling or even thinking without expressing them have been totally serious or sincere, and not until later does it hit me that, "Wow.....that was pretty fucked up Amon." Sometimes it seems like I'm joking and I guess for the most part I am but just those few things I do mean, I guess it's better that people don't think I'm serious...
"Every new opinion, in it's beginning, is precisely in a minority of one"Current Mood:  thoughtful |
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You Are From the Sun |
Of all your friends, you're the shining star.
You're dramatic - loving attention and the spotlight.
You're a totally entertainer and the life of the party.
Watch out! The Sun can be stubborn, demanding, and flirty.
Overall, you're a great leader and great friend. The very best!
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Nov. 14th, 2004 @ 05:49 pm
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This whole weekend was a complete limbo of mindstate. I went to work but the whole time I had something else on my mind. It's never hard for me to focus...but it's always hard to stop thinking...and thinking about this is what's driving me crazy.......I just need to resolve this paradox of mind and hopefully all will be good in the world. There's lots of work for me to get done, so my hopes are that it can keep my mind off of everything else until I can come to a solution. Sunday was such a freakin' beautiful day, but I slept most of the day...and racked leaves the rest (yet another great day wasted). It woulda been great to just be outside relaxing...take a walk, look at a garden, go to the park....anything...ah well, that day's gone, hopefully they'll be other nice days like that in the weekends to come. Oh yeah...I got this thing off of a friends journal....it's so nub. I'm not sure if this describes me accurately...but some of the stuff is quite true [=_=].
| K | Keen | | R | Realistic | | I | Intense | | M | Masculine | | S | Shiny | | O | Overwhelming | | N | New | | X | X-Rated |
Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com
Nov. 8th, 2004 @ 10:46 am
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Ok, I'm not the one to get all political and shit....but really, the first time I ever had the chance to vote (it make a big difference) meant nothing.....NOTHING. I was really hoping a brother could get a better job.....now what? I voted it counted for something....but not enough. I'm not mad, but I am highly dissapointed. It's not the fact that Kerry didn't get elected to office....it's that there were states where the majority wanted to keep Bush IN office.......WHY!?!?! I'm pretty much done with this shit, count or don't, we gotta roll with the punches and I advice everyone to hold on, cuz this next four years is gonna be a hell of a bumpy ride....bitches.
....I'd like to say:
Fuck Bush
Fuck the electoral college
Fuck this brainwashed democracy
Fuck Republicans......who voted for Bush
Fuck Democrats......who voted for Bush
as a matter of fact, if you voted for Bush period FUCK YOU!
Fuck Kerry.....conceding.....for shame (MAN UP NIGGA!)
and last but not least.....love one another
P.S. I say what I want cuz' I'm GANSTA
Nov. 3rd, 2004 @ 04:10 pm
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I've come up with the solution....I'm crazy and everyone else is sane. And i'm a fuckin retard! :-p
Oct. 28th, 2004 @ 02:37 pm
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Just got my LiveJournal..........profoundness soon to follow. I'm in class doing 3D modeling and I'm tired....and hungry.....I'll stop whining now.
"When locked down I stay profound and I release it in my sentence/
serving time for verbal crimees, I tend to stress, my verb tenses"
Sep. 14th, 2004 @ 09:26 am
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